I got a hot camshow for New Year's so I'm feeling good. There has been a long drought and I was starting to think the bad economy had completely ruined my niche market. But guys still need a fat faggot pig like me to jackoff with. What a relieve!
This guy was into black sox so it was easy to lean back and put my feet up on the desk and stoke off for him. Hey, it New Year's Eve, maybe I'll pop a blue "pornstar helper" and go again, lol.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Saturday Nite Leathersex!
There's nothing like logging on Saturday Nite, whoring hard on free video for an hour or two, and snagging a hot cocksucker like jdoe. Jdoe was video-cruising for dick to get ready for his wife. In a pefect world we''d be neighbors and he could be my little straight-faggot cuckhold. He really wants my cum on his breath when he slips his bitch the tounge, lol. I can just see his slut slip-sliding on her slit while she watches her bitchboy husband slurp on my big cock.
I want to see jdoe's piece pretty damn bad, so I hope he goes and buys himself a cam for $15. Ya never know where that might lead, Johnny Boy. I could give a dump what the rest of him looks like but I like to see that hard cock shooting it's load. He typed it out great. And he said he at some. Filthy pig, lol.
Just in case JDoe comes sniffing around here for another feeding, I want to tell him to write to this faggot and tell me what he needs and when I can fill his mouth again.
I want to see jdoe's piece pretty damn bad, so I hope he goes and buys himself a cam for $15. Ya never know where that might lead, Johnny Boy. I could give a dump what the rest of him looks like but I like to see that hard cock shooting it's load. He typed it out great. And he said he at some. Filthy pig, lol.
Just in case JDoe comes sniffing around here for another feeding, I want to tell him to write to this faggot and tell me what he needs and when I can fill his mouth again.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Jorge of Sunday, October 5th
Despite my heroic efforts last night in IMLive Free Video Chat, I haven't had a decent stroke-show since October 5. It's been a busy month sometimes down time is truly down. Yet slut that I am I made one other semi-successful FVC cruise. That time a guy just came in for a minute to admire "the goods". I didn't mind since I got a little rush out of the exposure. If half the peakers did that it'd eventually add up to something.
But back on the 5th, this guy Jorge came really hard with me. It was more than two weeks ago, so I just remember it was good. I don't think he had video, but he had the kind of one handed hot-type that tells me he was jacking. I think he had my sound but he had no mic. Must have liked what I was showing him because we had this energy that made me feel like I really wanted his dick in my mouth after I finished fucking his face. I hope he reads this and if he does he should leave a comment.
But back on the 5th, this guy Jorge came really hard with me. It was more than two weeks ago, so I just remember it was good. I don't think he had video, but he had the kind of one handed hot-type that tells me he was jacking. I think he had my sound but he had no mic. Must have liked what I was showing him because we had this energy that made me feel like I really wanted his dick in my mouth after I finished fucking his face. I hope he reads this and if he does he should leave a comment.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Saturday Morning Release
As is my habit, I came into my weekend with a pair of full balls. Sometimes Ill "waste" the morning or early afternoon, priming myself with a little porn before flipping on the webcam. The best thing about working up to it is that it so totally cleans me out and puts my sex-drive on the on "recharge" setting. Then I can go do anything I want without having to daydream about sex.
But today I needed to just take care of business. Still I needed a cup of coffee and a good smoke to get a light groove on. About ten minutes after I signed on, my bell rang...
YEAH! I just scored a j/o show with audio hot-talk with HDC. This guy was perfect. We started slow for about a minute. He picked up the pace and realized we both had audio. Best of all was how he cut on his cock-cam just as we came together. He looked to be in the 5”-7” inch range and was ribbed with a nice shaped head - totally fucking HOT. We both came hard in 3.5 minutes and he was go before the clock struck 4 minutes. Instant relief… for an early start to Saturday! Yesss!
I bet if HDC and I could magically teleported into the same room it would have been an instanct 69-circuit with both of us guzzling down at the same time. That was a total booster show... I got off sooo good. Thanks HDC... you are welcome anytime.
But today I needed to just take care of business. Still I needed a cup of coffee and a good smoke to get a light groove on. About ten minutes after I signed on, my bell rang...
YEAH! I just scored a j/o show with audio hot-talk with HDC. This guy was perfect. We started slow for about a minute. He picked up the pace and realized we both had audio. Best of all was how he cut on his cock-cam just as we came together. He looked to be in the 5”-7” inch range and was ribbed with a nice shaped head - totally fucking HOT. We both came hard in 3.5 minutes and he was go before the clock struck 4 minutes. Instant relief… for an early start to Saturday! Yesss!
I bet if HDC and I could magically teleported into the same room it would have been an instanct 69-circuit with both of us guzzling down at the same time. That was a total booster show... I got off sooo good. Thanks HDC... you are welcome anytime.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Milked by KY Again!
So in the wee hours last night before turning in I decided was ready for a milking. It had been a few days since I had a major release of a massive five-day load. I decided to cam-cruise, but I wasn't even playing on doing any free-video "advertising". If I got lucky, all the better.
I was going to fire up another spleaf, get into some of my best porn clips, and take care of business efficiently. I was just getting comfortable and was surprised an a little shocked with my bell chimed and I had a few seconds to click the "OK" video chat button to be ready to greet my guest.
I have to admit, I didn't even pick up KY's repeat visit until our session was done. But you should have scene the smile on my face when I looked at my chat log and noted the visitor's name. KY really egged me on to talk a dirty line to him. I asked him how long it had been since he had cock in his mouth. If he liked to swallow cum. And if he wanted to cum and spend some time between my legs. All this time I was getting high and getting harder. Then the bitch came before I did. He didn't even have a cam, so I could see it. But he has sound I learned and it was fucking hot talking him into shooting his load. But that bitchboy better get a cam... I want to check out that dick bad.
I was going to fire up another spleaf, get into some of my best porn clips, and take care of business efficiently. I was just getting comfortable and was surprised an a little shocked with my bell chimed and I had a few seconds to click the "OK" video chat button to be ready to greet my guest.
I have to admit, I didn't even pick up KY's repeat visit until our session was done. But you should have scene the smile on my face when I looked at my chat log and noted the visitor's name. KY really egged me on to talk a dirty line to him. I asked him how long it had been since he had cock in his mouth. If he liked to swallow cum. And if he wanted to cum and spend some time between my legs. All this time I was getting high and getting harder. Then the bitch came before I did. He didn't even have a cam, so I could see it. But he has sound I learned and it was fucking hot talking him into shooting his load. But that bitchboy better get a cam... I want to check out that dick bad.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Back2Back Cock Suckers!
Wow - I just cleaned up and am smoking my post-cum Marlboro topping off a good cigar and j/o show. Actually, there were two with in a few minutes of each other. DMH got me primed and blew his load. Then Jester came around for some cigar smoking pig-sex. I got the feeling they were both total cock-whores and I really enjoyed getting off with them. That ended a little summer cam-drought in a big way. If either of them find this blog, I hope they will write me or leave a comment.
Guy Milch
Guy Milch
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
KY Gets Five Days Worth
Been busy and didn't have a chance to pump a load for five days. KY came around for a show and gave me 5 stars and I didn't even have a chance to get off for him. No-cam KY must have got off first which is awesome, but I ALWAYS want to see it happen. Cam or no cam, KY is always welcome back with a big discount because he got me primed to blow a total gusher.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
My Boss
The Boss paid me a visit this evening. I gave up that 3 day load for him in a chorus on animal grunting. Damn it felt good. The Boss doesn't have a cam, but he talks the cum right out of me. I did it all over my naked big belly for him and now I am at peace. I'd gladly suck his cock in my pleasure haze to thank him.
MM
MM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Late Nite BJ Lover
Few things are as boring as waiting for a camshow customer late at nite when they are few and far between. Conversely, few things are exciting is when you try anyway and get off with hot guy who needs it just as bad as you do.
That's what happened at 2am last nite, and I gave him a major gusher in return. He totally loved the velocity and volume at which I came. I totally loved his appreciation. He also had a nice suckable cut cock a bit on the long side and a nice cam placement that gave me a great view.
I should also note that I almost wrote him off and he took some convincing in free chat to come in, but it was totally worth it. Hopefully, I'll be a bit less surley today now that I got a guy.
MM
That's what happened at 2am last nite, and I gave him a major gusher in return. He totally loved the velocity and volume at which I came. I totally loved his appreciation. He also had a nice suckable cut cock a bit on the long side and a nice cam placement that gave me a great view.
I should also note that I almost wrote him off and he took some convincing in free chat to come in, but it was totally worth it. Hopefully, I'll be a bit less surley today now that I got a guy.
MM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Big Brit
Back on May 7th, I had one of my hottest camshow viewer. He a swell British guy who was just beautifully hung. I don't worship big cock like a lot of guys, but this guy was as nicely shaped as he was sized. If he walked through my door and waived it in my face, my mouth would pop open like a baby bird taking food from his mother. Since the U.K. isn't exactly next door, we were quite satisfied to blow nice big loads for each other.
Yet the nice weather has kept me off cam more than one might guess given a nice string of hot cam sessions. I'll have some hot summer nites coming up!
Yet the nice weather has kept me off cam more than one might guess given a nice string of hot cam sessions. I'll have some hot summer nites coming up!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Daddy Time!
Not long after I finished my last post late Saturday early Sunday hours, I went trolling for cocksuckers and I found one. No cam, but could he type and stroke at the same time. Got me off in nine minutes - not even worth dragging the bitch home for IRL, lol.
That's the think about camming. I'm sitting here listening to this thing about Cuban cave divers on TV and I still get a J/O buddy. Most are not as interesting as Cuban cave divers, but for nine minutes the hot guys in rubber suits going into wet holes got turn off, and I got to read that some guy who says he swallowed a load in some gay gym is jacking-off with me. He left fast about a minute I got off and was giving him an extended close up of my slick red flaccid but still extended meat. You know, when it's had enough of your hand and really wants a nice warm mouth.
He was looking for a daddy and he definitely got one. For his climax he got a full body shot of me smoking & stroking. Then asked me to fully unzip my leather vest to expose my big belly. That did it for him it seemed. It was hot that he's into it and likes to think of it as his milk. Guys shouldn't have to jack-off alone all the time, and I feel really good about that one. Hope he comes back soon! If he reads this milkblog, he should ask for a discount. He is a good boy.
That's the think about camming. I'm sitting here listening to this thing about Cuban cave divers on TV and I still get a J/O buddy. Most are not as interesting as Cuban cave divers, but for nine minutes the hot guys in rubber suits going into wet holes got turn off, and I got to read that some guy who says he swallowed a load in some gay gym is jacking-off with me. He left fast about a minute I got off and was giving him an extended close up of my slick red flaccid but still extended meat. You know, when it's had enough of your hand and really wants a nice warm mouth.
He was looking for a daddy and he definitely got one. For his climax he got a full body shot of me smoking & stroking. Then asked me to fully unzip my leather vest to expose my big belly. That did it for him it seemed. It was hot that he's into it and likes to think of it as his milk. Guys shouldn't have to jack-off alone all the time, and I feel really good about that one. Hope he comes back soon! If he reads this milkblog, he should ask for a discount. He is a good boy.
Cuckholds!
OK - it's official. Dan Savage said the cuckhold fetish is having it's 15 minutes (of fame). This is verified by an personal ad in my local weekly headlined, "I'm going to marry a cuckhold." A few years back I did the rounds on the web checking this out. There are a few major themes & variations on cucking. There are the "Hotwives" - wives that don't want to be monogious or "cheating wives". They want permission. If you don't give a hotwife permission or sometimes even if you do, she has the cuckhold option.
It's intriguing that cuckholding dovetails into "inter-racial". Inter-racial is a trip because it fetishizes the mythology around the psycho-sexual roots of white supremacy. To paraphrase this idea, if white guys & black guys were allowed to compete for the affection of white women, the black guys would win because of their huge schlongs alone and turn the fair ladies into hyper-sexualized sluts. Black women don't figure in because they are too shrill no one wants them (in this stereotyped mindset).
So 50 years after MLK won the case for human dignity, we are working out our kinks around BBC (big black cock). We have a "wet dream" - not a idealistic one, lol. If you doubt that white fear had psycho-sexual roots, consider so many of the signs of the white citizen's councils said, "No Race Mixing". And it's not just white folks tapping this taboo for bedroom dynamite, google "Mandingo Club" and you find the guys who fit the part cashing in to get some wet white pussy.
Things get really interesting when you add the cuckhold thing to the inter-racial thing and sprinkle in a touch of BDSM, and Mr. White graduates clean his wife's black-seeded pussy with his tongue and savoring it, to "taking it directly from the source". Yes! What started out as playing with older taboos about race and monogamy to include guys blowing guys. While these storylines are absurd, they hit almost every taboo in the book. My favorite is the "logical" conclusion when the black lover "breeds" (impregnates) his white mistress. The horrified beaten down husband consents to the racialist logic and agrees to support and raise the child ultimately confirming the racial stereotypes of black men as "bulls" and white men as "providers".
The wacked part of this is too many people think and act out these stereotypes which is pretty darn bizzare. All those open racists you see in the old civil rights films had kids and they had kids and you can see hip-hopping schucking & jiving. You have to wonder if those big into race-play had parents or grandparents who were the "bad guys" in those old civil rights films. And you have to wonder, could this time of play be a healing force or are these folks just a bunch of nut jobs acting out and leaving chaos in their wake? Probably some of both I would guess.
It's intriguing that cuckholding dovetails into "inter-racial". Inter-racial is a trip because it fetishizes the mythology around the psycho-sexual roots of white supremacy. To paraphrase this idea, if white guys & black guys were allowed to compete for the affection of white women, the black guys would win because of their huge schlongs alone and turn the fair ladies into hyper-sexualized sluts. Black women don't figure in because they are too shrill no one wants them (in this stereotyped mindset).
So 50 years after MLK won the case for human dignity, we are working out our kinks around BBC (big black cock). We have a "wet dream" - not a idealistic one, lol. If you doubt that white fear had psycho-sexual roots, consider so many of the signs of the white citizen's councils said, "No Race Mixing". And it's not just white folks tapping this taboo for bedroom dynamite, google "Mandingo Club" and you find the guys who fit the part cashing in to get some wet white pussy.
Things get really interesting when you add the cuckhold thing to the inter-racial thing and sprinkle in a touch of BDSM, and Mr. White graduates clean his wife's black-seeded pussy with his tongue and savoring it, to "taking it directly from the source". Yes! What started out as playing with older taboos about race and monogamy to include guys blowing guys. While these storylines are absurd, they hit almost every taboo in the book. My favorite is the "logical" conclusion when the black lover "breeds" (impregnates) his white mistress. The horrified beaten down husband consents to the racialist logic and agrees to support and raise the child ultimately confirming the racial stereotypes of black men as "bulls" and white men as "providers".
The wacked part of this is too many people think and act out these stereotypes which is pretty darn bizzare. All those open racists you see in the old civil rights films had kids and they had kids and you can see hip-hopping schucking & jiving. You have to wonder if those big into race-play had parents or grandparents who were the "bad guys" in those old civil rights films. And you have to wonder, could this time of play be a healing force or are these folks just a bunch of nut jobs acting out and leaving chaos in their wake? Probably some of both I would guess.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Annie Sprinkle
One of the things that has kept me going through another decade of disappointing people and disappointing politics are Annie Sprinkle's funny lists. Her 40 Reasons Whores Are My Heros list and her 7 types of female orgasms list shed light in a dark world. Check out at anniesprinkle.org.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Sexy Pig Talk...
Today's guy had no cam, but he sure could type. He's every bit the nasty pig he says he is because he left the second after I told him he could touch his pig-cock because that's what pig-cocks are for. Most of the time I don't mind waiting for the next guy, but when traffic is slow and it's nice out, why wait? That's part of the reason I'm on AFF and/or outpersonals, the public cam gets me the audiance I need finish myself off. Now I wish it would get me a few hot dates too! lol.
Femdom & Forced Bi
There are two subgenres of porn that point directly to guy-on-guy oral. Femdom and Cuckhold. Cucked guys pour on the degradation and humilation spice by becoming a relevant sexually by "taking it direct from the source".
The path is less direct in Femdom, but we have the strap-on "training". What is the goal of this training? The femdom is hot. The slaveboy is not. Given a free market, the femdom's time is split between many guys. While this feature of the sexual economy has traditionally been used to drive up prices, it also has the potential or at least the promise of a different kind of rationing.
The enterprising Femdom will notice the surplus labor and put it to work for her. Will the boys mind sharing the object of their affections? Isn't it the ultimate transgressive high to cross the line of one's everyday sexual idenity to please an idolized woman? The leatherman is the king of the dungeon and the Femdom is the queen.
The path is less direct in Femdom, but we have the strap-on "training". What is the goal of this training? The femdom is hot. The slaveboy is not. Given a free market, the femdom's time is split between many guys. While this feature of the sexual economy has traditionally been used to drive up prices, it also has the potential or at least the promise of a different kind of rationing.
The enterprising Femdom will notice the surplus labor and put it to work for her. Will the boys mind sharing the object of their affections? Isn't it the ultimate transgressive high to cross the line of one's everyday sexual idenity to please an idolized woman? The leatherman is the king of the dungeon and the Femdom is the queen.
Straight Guys Who Like Dick
Dan Savage's recent writings on straight guy cocksucking culture (let's call it SGCC!) are real oxygen in a culture where many supposedly educated, worldly, and even liberal minded people are eager to cram people into prefab cultural niches. Remember in the 1980s we thought all those guys in the basement of the pornostore were gay? Some may have identified as gay, many probably did not.
One of the defining features of SGCC is that it is fugitive. It thrives of being secret and anonymous. And to one extent, one must understand that it is a sexual ghetto. In the major cities of Europe, men can choose between gay and straight red light districts. Since men are willing to do it for free, "gloryholes" are the last remaining American red-light district.
Imagine life without ever having cruised a RLD. Never having the thrill of the first time, the first good-time, the first disappointment, and the realization that it's not always a black or white experience and American sex-negative mores where a lie. Many European working girls are independent and very happy especially once they realize you are not an asshole. Imagine being a SWAM who never made that trip to Europe, could never afford American prices, and finding that rush for the first time in the porno-booths.
In his piece on Washington State Senator Richard Curtis, Dan Savage nails down Curtis' kink for cross-dressing and taking it like a bitch. He's more sympathetic to the ex-senator than his trick that sold him out. It's all qualified appropriately, but Dan is right - most cross dressers aren't gay. I don't really "get it" myself in a "Dude, you've got a mustache!" kind of way, but I do understand how people can "be into their own heads" sometimes especially when they are trying to get off. So don't label the guy closeted gay man who needs to embrace gay culture. That's not who Richard Curtis and a lot of other guys into SGCC are.
One of the defining features of SGCC is that it is fugitive. It thrives of being secret and anonymous. And to one extent, one must understand that it is a sexual ghetto. In the major cities of Europe, men can choose between gay and straight red light districts. Since men are willing to do it for free, "gloryholes" are the last remaining American red-light district.
Imagine life without ever having cruised a RLD. Never having the thrill of the first time, the first good-time, the first disappointment, and the realization that it's not always a black or white experience and American sex-negative mores where a lie. Many European working girls are independent and very happy especially once they realize you are not an asshole. Imagine being a SWAM who never made that trip to Europe, could never afford American prices, and finding that rush for the first time in the porno-booths.
In his piece on Washington State Senator Richard Curtis, Dan Savage nails down Curtis' kink for cross-dressing and taking it like a bitch. He's more sympathetic to the ex-senator than his trick that sold him out. It's all qualified appropriately, but Dan is right - most cross dressers aren't gay. I don't really "get it" myself in a "Dude, you've got a mustache!" kind of way, but I do understand how people can "be into their own heads" sometimes especially when they are trying to get off. So don't label the guy closeted gay man who needs to embrace gay culture. That's not who Richard Curtis and a lot of other guys into SGCC are.
Overdue for Showtime!
That guy on Friday night was hot! I was hoping to hear from him, but no such luck. Saturday and Sunday I was content to exercise and cook up a storm of healthy food. So I was pretty primed last night, but it was quite. Now IMlive is under a D.O.S. attack, it seems. No relief in sight!
Poor Roxanne got two happy hours in the last two days, so the girl is working hard for her money. We are both infatuated with cock, so we get along pretty well. She might be mad at me for popping in and out of her HH and making faces at her. I am trying to get her to read sex-positive things like Dan Savage and Annie Sprinkle. I would hate to see her become mercenary because she has potential as a sexual personality.
Poor Roxanne got two happy hours in the last two days, so the girl is working hard for her money. We are both infatuated with cock, so we get along pretty well. She might be mad at me for popping in and out of her HH and making faces at her. I am trying to get her to read sex-positive things like Dan Savage and Annie Sprinkle. I would hate to see her become mercenary because she has potential as a sexual personality.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
High Strung Femdom...
Roxanne, one of my femdom friends is having a rough time. It is Easter weekend and her usual crowd isn't hit her up. I offered to help her get off, but she is too worried about paying her bills and too frustrated to play with her clit for me. If you are horny and want to see her go over to IMLive.com. She'll talk you down a few pegs and get you off, and she likes cigars too. One of these days, I'm going to get her in a sling and teach the joys of fisting. She has the makings of a real leatherwoman if she will let herself. And if a hot bitch telling you to beg for cock is what you need, have her give me a call, and I'll come and join the fun.
Paid for Pumping...
Got great camshows on IMLive.com twice this week. It's feels great to get off and get paid. One of these studs wants a good assfucking. I will have to get a trash can liner "female condom" and directions to his favorite sling. I hope he doesn't mind me sucking his dick for a while before ram fucking him. J - if your reading this, you know I am local and you know I am serious.
Guy
Guy
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Cam Show Saturday Nite!
Had a visit from Joey the Perv earlier. Joey likes me to show him pictures from my old femdom porno mags and clinically instruct him on j.o.ing. It's challenging because I'm new to doing sound in my shows, but it's a load of fun.
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